18-10-2008(saturday)
Out the door just in time..go out for a morning walk....look into my mobile phone..just 5 am....it was quite..just a few of old folks doing the same thing with me...MORNING WALk..Actually....I've thought many things..been thinking what is really my dream...All...this year...just realized that..I just living in my fantasy world..thinking that Im a superman...working hard to feed other people soul...asking myself...do I really care about my own feeling...I think I never think about my feelings before...for me..like..other people feelings is more important than mine....
sometimes...some of us....thinks that we doing fine....when we got our love online...never feel lobely..n felt being loved....but actually you're just plugged into the hard wall..Believing that the deck of tarot cards that we used to predict our future....wont get us very far as we usually wished..then..realizing that there aint no hand to break our fall...although we believed that everything will gonna being fine..in the end....but turned out to be what we really think...is not what really we think...
Well...hehe...I know what I've been told...that sometimes we gotta know just when to fold...but giving up..is not a good option...That's right..sometimes we thinking tha twe must crossed the finish line no matter what to achive success n sacriface is worth to take..was it worth it in the end???If we won the race but lose our mind..and something that important to us...Just doing our best to do something is the best way to get the best result that we want....dont push yourself to the limit...believe in yourself...
I need you here with me....cause love is all we need....phone stop ringing....when something we always...wanna to keep...gones....IS it...something taht gone will gone forever?..no,...i know that something that had gone..will someday will back to us...someday....all we just need is just take a fold of the hand taht breaks the fall...we gotta break free to break the mold...feeling tired??wanna to give up??...think again...before we take action...Remember...sometimes,people like us...or other....deserve an another chance....or mayb more than 1....
Someday....I believe we'll be together...someday.... ..but I know what I've been told....and I know...I cant do this on my own..no I dont..I'm no SUPERMAN....Thats right....I'm no superman....no matter what..I need you with me...to crossed the finish line with me...and by this....I know.....I know....I deserve a SMILE....a CRY.....and i know...I will doing fine without tarot cards....evn though im no superman....but i know I am myself....and I know I can do anything with my own if I believe in myself..that other people believes in me....
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